Haiz~
The exams are coming real soon and I don’t really have the mood to study, everything that goes in for one moment, leaves the next. What to do??? I think I am just too lazy…
I hate the exams and I am looking forward to the life after exams. I can’t wait for the days where I will be working and actually earning money and have some real figures inside my bank account.
Life has been very vexing for me. Imagine having an extremely irritating brother that comes up to you everyday to persuade you to convince my ma to send him back to LA. It is not that I do not want to help, but seeing my ma in her present condition, it just aches my heart to put more stress into her. The truth is that we do not have the money to send him back and I am very against the thing itself. I just feel that he is being selfish. But kind to think of it, he is the only brother I have and I really want him to have happiness, and he will only be happy if he is back there. What to do again???
It is just so hard to be happy isn’t it? To make everybody happy… I just wish for peace~~
April 2nd, 2005 at 11:30 am
cliched as it sounds, i believe things will work itself out someday. the solutions will come. (=