Debbie’s World!

After a whole month of slogging, I finally got my first official pay. It was really disappointingly low, even though I expected that amount. I find that it is really hard to get a job these days and I am really glad that I managed have a job, and bringing home some income.

Recently my mum just got retrenched, but she is still working part-time. It may be a blessing in disguise as my mum really need some time to rest and her health is giving way to her age. But with my limited pay, it is going to be hard. Jia You~~

Job is still very tiring for me. Eventhough I don’t really do much hands on nowadays, mainly paperwork and going out, which I enjoy a lot. Visiting other places allows you to open up to the industry and really get to see some things. I feel that I am slowly getting the hang of things, but still not really there yet. I will continue to work hard and try to be more organised. =P

Job is really fun at the same time, the people at my company, the attachments students, were simply great to be with. But I miss Ni and Yen Wee alot leh… And soon Shan might be leaving as well.

Darling Fabian found a job, he went back to his attachment company as well. And he makes me so jealous of his pay, well, he is a uni grad… Darling Jia You!

Some he will be leaving for Korea for the bridge tournament, and I will miss him. Imagine almost 2 weeks! And communications can be so very expensive, except for the net. But I am so lazy nowadays to come online.

Nowadays, I feel that I am drifting away. Away from my friends that I may have never been real close to? I don’t know. Most of the time I just feel that I don’t know what is going on. But I feel that when someone wants to tell, they will. If not, why force them.

I just want to do what my hearts desire now. Maybe I am starting to be selfish? Sometimes you can get so tired to pretend to be close to someone you feel uncomfortable with.

Friends are meant to be kept, not forgotten. I hope to maintain my friendship with all my friends. But when you are the one that is always making all the efforts, you get sick of trying. Everybody wants to feel treasured.

Life is GREAT! =)

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